Confused Bleck Lady

I am all glittery today :-) I took a long shower and spoilt my self a bit. Anyhow, I used this new body lotion. Little did I know that ‘Simmering Lotion’ meant glittery cream… so now, my whole body looks like a Christmas display. Thank you Mafaz :-)

Right then, for the update about my evening at Maha’s place. Fan and Bajaj came to pick me up. I gave most of the directions *pat on back*. I guess I am not as direction inhibited as I thought. At her place, we saw the Skeleton Key, after 2 hours worth of torturous restaurant choosing. We ended up ordering from Subway. Btw, Maha, I left my cookies at your place… I want them! I was pretty quiet at the meeting, though. I guess, I am all matured now, and I have to leave my crazy nature behind *tsk task*. I really don’t know why my behavior was altered. I guess it will come to me in an epiphany one day.

Anyhow, Wardah is confused with the word bleck… she keeps on saying it as ‘BLACK’. Women!... it is BLECK! Someone explain it to her!

I fasted today. It is the month of Rajab. And apparently it is a good thing to fast this month. So that is what I plan to do. My mom kept on telling me to sleep so that I wouldn’t feel thirsty or hungry… and my sister, Amar, kept on telling me to have chocolate after I had my iftar.

Plus, I am on a quest of finding more about my religion. It is going on really slow. I have started with the fundamentals. And to tell you the truth, I am getting confused. I would urge every one to start reading on their religion, from the basics. You would be surprised how many things you have been doing wrongly. I found out, that my method of ablution (wdhu) was wrong. Mind you, reading up on your religion, does not mean becoming an extremist and condemning others. On the contrary, it should make you more tolerant to other religions. I feel that it is wrong for anyone to enforce something as sensitive and sacred as religion on anyone. Further more, condemn anyone’s religion. For, anyone who does this, I feel, is weak and insecure. There is a phrase/ hadith in my head now, but I am not quiet sure about who said it. I will try finding out more about it and posting it hence.

Back to what happened today. My driving instructor called me up so a class, like 20 minutes before my class… I hate it when she does that. Anyhow… my driving has gotten deplorable. Apparently my concentration was not with me. I guess I forgot it at home, since I left in a hurry. It is all her fault.

* confused bleck lady*

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