Tagged by The Hem

I am thinking about...
how well I will be in my new job… my future…

I said...
things before I thought about them… have regretted most of them.

I want to...
turn back the hands of time and play my cards differently.

I wish...
I was really small… I wouldn’t think and worry as much as I do now. I wish I had a freaking clue about what is happening around me. I wish I had control.

I miss...
my childhood… my grandparents… my friends.

I hear...
everything but I pretend to be deaf… works out pretty well I must say :-)

I wonder...
what is going to happen to the people who I love and how I will cope with whatever happens

I regret...
doing a lot of things in my life… I am so surprised that I haven’t been admitted into a mental institution because of depression arisen from guilt.

I am...
trying very hard not to complain a lot and be sensitive.

I dance...
in my room, with the doors locked, playing loud music pretending I am a movie star.

I sing...
in the shower… with my eyes closed holding an imaginary mic. My dad has to bang the door pleading me to stop singing.

I cry...
occasionally… when I am really depressed and things are out of hand… No I am not a sissy.

I am not always...
the smartest or the wisest. In fact I am never those no matter how hard I try. Tsk tsk.

I write...
in my head… but hardly ever on paper or Ms Word.

I confuse...
my right and left… my sisters... words… hell… I confuse everything with things that aren’t even related.

I need...
to stop worrying so much about everyone and what they think.

I should try...
to make my Babe Plan be a success…. Lord knows when that will happen!

I finish...
nothing…. Oh what do you know… My blog post is done!

Tags: ALi, Fatima, Quadir

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